The lonely night

And she was angry again. I completely no idea how to calm her down. No idea to explain her. Well she was mad at me. I had rushed out of the dinner table to call her just to talk , the reply was it’s fine I’ll call later. I knew immediately that’s not happening . I texted and as usual she was mad at me.

Yes crazy right, how crazy can it be. Somehow I felt it is my problem now on. Her anger , Happiness, sadness, pain and frustration. It’s the effect of series in parallel. Man it’s tough , tough to do such things.

I’m a completely different character and somehow she knew me inside out. Her texts are the one that interests me more than the football matches I watch. I slept last night getting bored to it. The notification light turns red and I get impatient to reply. There has been so much involvement of her in my life. This made me think how and why. Okie so the answer of why can be that she resembles me somewhere myself. And how ? Yes her ideas of helping others , taking responsibility and filling up the plate called as helping. Her thinking too and lot of things. The next thing is I looked up and smiled at God and said thanks for this replica. Every moment you become Wonderstruck how and out of everything it’s during a time when you least expected. It’s that connection that even the little moisture in the eyes seems like there is a problem and I should ask. Just to realise how crazy and nonsensical would it might sound. That much moist is in everyone’s eyes and yet this pair seems separate. Even a “saar pe haath” would be like now what might have happened. This non verbal observation went on and on. 

So the point again she was very angry after something worse happened (which obviously I did out of shear fear and stupidity). For me the night wasn’t the same. Well definitely I had lost hopes , of all kinds it was just the next level for us. I cried but the pillow wasn’t wet. Next day it was fresh a new beginning . Oh wait , not at all she hadn’t given up. All that we missed was ‘time’ in our calculations. TIMEAnd she was angry again. I completely no idea how to calm her down. No idea to explain her. Well she was mad at me. I had rushed out of the dinner table to call her just to talk , the reply was it’s fine I’ll call later. I knew immediately that’s not happening . I texted and as usual she was mad at me.

Yes crazy right, how crazy can it be. Somehow I felt it is my problem now on. Her anger , Happiness, sadness, pain and frustration. It’s the effect of ‘series’ in ‘parallel’. Man it’s tough , tough to do such things.

I’m a completely different character and somehow she knew me inside out. Her texts are the one that interests me more than the football matches I watch. I slept last night getting bored to it. The notification light turns red and I get impatient to reply. There has been so much involvement of her in my life. This made me think how and why. Okie so the answer of why can be that she resembles me somewhere myself. And how ? Yes her ideas of helping others , taking responsibility and filling up the plate called as helping. Her thinking too and lot of things. The next thing is I looked up and smiled at God and said thanks for this replica. Every moment you become Wonderstruck how and out of everything it’s during a time when you least expected. It’s that connection that even the little moisture in the eyes seems like there is a problem and I should ask. Just to realise how crazy and nonsensical would it might sound. That much moist is in everyone’s eyes and yet this pair seems separate. Even a “saar pe haath” would be like now what might have happened. This non verbal observation went on and on. 

So the point again she was very angry after something worse happened (which obviously I did out of shear fear and stupidity). For me the night wasn’t the same. Well definitely I had lost hopes , of all kinds it was just the next level for us. I cried but the pillow wasn’t wet. Next day it was fresh a new beginning . Oh wait , not at all she hadn’t given up. All that we missed was ‘time’ in our calculations. TIME turned around and helped me big time.

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